I have really been in the valley lately, but God is helping me through it.   I don't know why certain things happen , but God does and I know he has a plan for me and for my family.  God is great and I can't give up on him just because bad things happens or maybe not even bad things just misstakes!  I have come to understand that everyone makes misstakes ...I believe it is how we fix it or react to it will determine the outcome.  God is a forgiving God!